Nur Zakuan
writing to a non-audience pleases me.
August 2007 September 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009
sayings i mean...
"once a cheater. always a cheater"
that one in particular hits a nerve
surely there here must've been an awful lotta ppl who have proven this right
but isnt the generic, no turning back sort of labelling of one as such slightly.. unfair
because yes, i do believe that people can change
i may have been wrong in the past. because some obviously never change
but how do you differentiate those who do, from those who don't?
iv personally known people from both ends of that spectrum
both of whom are dear to me
both stories of which i know of very well
which story will i tell?
you decide
was exactly what she said to me as she walked away
and
it was exactly what i typed to her on my phone
as she walked away
one word - freaky *yelp*
do u believe in signs?
i do
paranoia can do itso can the other persontrust is like a thin layer of iceit takes time to form & become thick enough to withstand pressurebut once broken, either spends ages to re-form, or just never does againi watched casino royale the nite beforebond trusts no onei sometimes wonder if that really is the best waybecause u let someone in. u trust them. they destroy youim tryingbut its not easyplease don't make it any harder than it already isforgiveness is not one of my strong points
will determine my final decision
come tomorrow, i will give my final say
IN
or
OUT
at this point in time
im 90% IN
im a libra
i can't even decide which ice cream flavour to get
it's no wonder this has me up in knots
Tomorrow, tomorrow
I love you
Tomorrow...
You're only a day away...
My mom left me to watch 'Annie', 'The Sound of Music' & 'Oliver'
all day long
over & over again
on VHS
from ages of 2 - 5
n u wonder why im like this
:P
is like my mood
grey one minute & blue the next
just like the sky
in rural cyberjaya
july flew by like a huge gust of wind
bringing alot & nothing at the same time
job status is still undetermined
yes, one minute
no, the next
like a pendulum my heart is swayed
do i stay on, or do i go?
how do u make decisions without sufficient information?
how do u know, that there are better things out there?
keep the faith
someone near & dear to me recently renewed her faith
someday maybe.. i will too
on other aspects
the past month has been solely about
family. friends. self. and... someone new
yes. i mentioned you again
smile now.. wont u ? ;)
yes & these are my poniesrainbow dash & cheerileethey make me happy