Nur Zakuan
writing to a non-audience pleases me.
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is thy temper todaylong is thy facesilent is thy naturemy voice is on vacationmy throat is on fireapproach with cautionor in some casesnot at all 
no waitit was more like REDthe shade my face turnedin front of .. o yeah, just about everyone in the townhallpeople really shouldn't complain so much about their workn by thati do mean myselfbut then again, i rarely complain work.. is goodit may not be really me - the whole corporate thingbut...it can workand its days like these that make me realise & be thankful for all i've gota truly awesome bossaww thanks bossfor making me go red in front of oh you know.. everyoneoh yathanks 4 the flowers too*runs home to give it to my mahahacheater
im in a hole
i am affected
i hate it
but i will persevere
for as long as i must
for as long as i can
whilst i still can, i will
at work dinner party last nitegeek 1: omg. did u know that Company X is gonna throw a LAN party? non geek nur: eh? land party?geek1 : nola.. LAN.. as in LAN connectionnon geek nur: and... ? whats that?geek 1: a pc gaming partyeeeps!i know i work in an IT company yeah.. but seriously.. geek alert maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxbeh tahan wei!on other notes, i think i have been socially deprivedand will go out a lil bit more come this weekendim beginning to say really stupid things to peopleo waitapparently thats normalNURmalbah i hate my namei also hate people calling me on the phone and asking for 'zakuan'but i do like being corporate bitchsometimesthis is pointless
7:05pmmy cubiclestill...theres so much to be donen not much Nur to do it alli could sit here n tell the non-existent you about my wicked wii-kendthat turned days into nites n days again4 mins a song, apparentlyoh but the songs go on all nite longwe played it so muchit ended up playing usi likei like a lotbut a thought crossed my mindn i had to ... spewits amazing how.. u think u know a personn then one fine day, u realise, u really don'tu spend lengthy amounts of time with themu share ups n downsthen all of a sudden...they disappear on u n u never hear a peepnot till they've got something they want from u, naturallythere have been a few of 'those' that i've crossed paths withsome closer, some notu know what it makes me wonder am i that replaceable?or were u just never really worth my time?the ship has sailedn will sail onwithout u ...